Saturday, January 2, 2010
it's 9pm sharp . it's already 2010 and i wish everybody to be happy and blissful . haha ! i wanna say sorry to the people whom i've made mistakes with in 2009 and hope that we wont be enemies again this year . forgive me okay ? haha ! school's starting on monday and i'm telling you , I'M NOT READY ! i still wanna enjoy my holidays . i still wanna wake up late . i still wanna go home late and went out with boify . N level year for me this year . i'm just not ready for N level . how am i supposed to finish up my art ? supposed to come to school this week but turns out i didnt . have to start on my art when school starts . as for my homework , i chuck it in the bin or did i lost it ?? idk . just have to ask teacher for a new copy . haha ! i'm flipping through my sec 4 maths textbook and i can tell you , i hate maths . OMG ! tha book was soo thick and we have to finish it within a year . siak uh ! just have to study hard . hope no one's gonna influence me this year . to classmates of mine eh , if i fell asleep in class , pls wake me up okay ? i dont wanna slack like last year . i almost kena retain . i dont want to have that experience again . it makes me have butterflies in my stomach . i wanna pass my N levels with flying colours . mama gave me the green light to go on to ITE . Yahoo ! she saw my cousin's N level results and she told me not to force myself too much . she told me to take step by step . hah ! thank you mama . at last you understand me . my cousin had to do for an interview for the course that he wants in ITE . the examiners failed him cause he can't answer the question . how bad is that ?? have to practice on my speech also uh nie . haha ! there's a lot for me to do this year . sorry babyboy if i didnt gave much attention to you this year . hope you understand me . after N level then i'll give you lots of attention okay ? haha ! babyboy texted me . he told me that he misses me . i also miss you uh dy . i nk meet you tao before school on monday . haha ! fyi , i didnt meet babyboy for a week . i miss him damn much ! hah ! okay , i got no more things to blog about . update when i'm free again okay ? love you guys .
Thursday, December 31, 2009

hey readers . sorie for not updating . been busy with things i guess . haha . well , school's starting next week aites ? soo fast uh sey . well , let's talk about yesterday okay ? went to meet up with my close friends . had a fun time together and then went home . cant say that i summarise all of that . well , to tell you guys the truth , i'm giving up on love already . love kills me soo deep . love makes couples quarrels . loves makes people jealous . love makes people fell in love with the wrong person . love makes people confuse . i can go on and on about love you know . cant tell you that i hate quarreling because of love . i'm in love with you and yet you're telling me that i did not show you the love . i'm pissed off with your attitude and you're shit . i have to think twice before letting you go because i love you . i know that when we're not togther anymore one day , you and me could not get along well . that's what i have to think before leaving you . i just dont know what to do anymore . should i just be patient with you or shouls i let you go ?i'll have to think about that right ?
Friday, December 25, 2009

went to johor just now . haha ! sorie tao babyboy . you tk bleh ikot i . passport you dh expire . gy buat uh aru you bleh ikot i . haish . went to download games and update the latest version for my psp . took at leat 1 hour just to do that . after that , proceed to grandma house at taman setia indah . haish . didnt get to meet her for 2 months . i miss her soo much ! haha ! soo happy to get to meet her just now . after that , grandma followed us to singapore cos her friends had invited her for a christmas treat . haha ! after that , went home and now blogging while waiting for babyboy's call .
dy , iloveyou . nothing can ever break us apart . eventhough we always quarrel with each other but still , iloveyou . see that pic up ther of you and me ? i can never forget that moment when you make all the jokes and made me laugh all day . how i wish we were like this everyday . you and i , we're drifting apart but both of us doesnt show it to each other . i may be the one who thinks that way but you dont . you may think that i dont love you anymore but i did . iloveyou everytime . my mum always talked about you and i told her that you're busy . it's true cos you're always busy with your CSO and i'm always stuck at home with boredom . nvm . it's okay if you dont let me hang out with my friends cos i know that you care for me . you want me to be a girl who doesnt become rebellious . i did try but i just cant . this is how i am , a rebellious girl . i hope you understand . iloveyou .
dy , iloveyou . nothing can ever break us apart . eventhough we always quarrel with each other but still , iloveyou . see that pic up ther of you and me ? i can never forget that moment when you make all the jokes and made me laugh all day . how i wish we were like this everyday . you and i , we're drifting apart but both of us doesnt show it to each other . i may be the one who thinks that way but you dont . you may think that i dont love you anymore but i did . iloveyou everytime . my mum always talked about you and i told her that you're busy . it's true cos you're always busy with your CSO and i'm always stuck at home with boredom . nvm . it's okay if you dont let me hang out with my friends cos i know that you care for me . you want me to be a girl who doesnt become rebellious . i did try but i just cant . this is how i am , a rebellious girl . i hope you understand . iloveyou .


